I’m terrified of what you are, Not for what you are, but for what you could be.
I’m sitting here looking at you, but you have no idea I’m doing it.
I swear to God you feel it too, but you’ll never show it.
365 days ago I walked Alone at night, not a care in sight. I was as happy as could be.
But tonight I’m all alone and it’s different As this strange cloud hangs over me.
I never thought we’d be here now, So close yet so far apart. I’ve never known a feeling so bizarre As having such a false yet passionate start.
And now as this year draws to a close, I don’t know what to tell you.
Part of me wishes I could see you. Part of me never wants to.
Because I’m terrified Of what you could be,
Because I never got to know What you really are,
And because maybe now I’ll never know. We're just too far apart.